We have a problem!

"Mama, we have a problem. Nick is upstairs and he is PLAYING the video game. This is a problem. But now it is your problem, cuz I told you," states my four year old matter-of-factly.

This was a pretty dramatic time for her as you can see. I mean, geez, you have said no games in the past, so of course the "game warden" has to let her mama know. Is that what it is like when I go to God? "God, Daddy, we have a problem. So and so is being mean and not listening to you. She said she wasnt going to hurt me again, but she did. I told you so now it is your problem." I see two things that I fall into every once in awhile.

The first is the whole tattle-telling. I tend to forget God sees all so when I whine and complain about someone, what does my heart really want to happen? Sometimes I want lighting to come down from the sky on them, and other times I just want acknowledgment that they hurt me. Secondly, who made me the warden of everyone else's mistakes and disobedience? Do I want someone to tattle about how I gossiped about someone, or how I used to lie to my parents about drinking (sorry mom and dad)? No way! So, I guess I need to start searching my heart as to what the root of the issue is. Maybe seek God on that.

I do see a positive to this, too. I was so thankful my daughter came to me trusting I would take care of this "wrong". She also knew what was going on was "wrong" and needed to be addressed. Thankfully our God is open and willing to listen. He is trustworthy to go to for any problem big or small. And just as I explained to Sophia, I appreciated her help and I would handle the situation, God will also remind us if our problems are really a problem or if maybe there is something else there.

So, today when you talk to God, listen for His answer and see what is in your heart. Trust He will care for you always.

Crossroads

This is what the Lord says, "Stop at the crossroads and look around. Ask for the old, godly way, and walk in it. Travel its path and you will find test for your souls." But you reply, "No, that is not the road we want!" Jeremiah 6:16.

We all come to a path we must choose. It could be a job, a car, a husband, college, career, driving drunk, whatever. All our choices affect us in some way - some more drastically than others. I remember many crossroads and so many times I have thought, "If only I would have chosen differently." But, there is help when I choose the wrong path, God is there waiting for me to seek forgiveness and mercy and grace. He gives it freely every time I seek it. So, as I look back on my life path all I see is beautiful stepping stones shining brightly from God's cleansing power of grace, mercy and forgiveness. I can't see the crossroads anymore, He has taken it away. The old choices are buried in the dirt. Instead each stone shows me what happened after I chose each crossroad. Redemption, salvation, love, beauty, perserverance, power, strength, and on and on. I can look forward and trust He will be there at my next crossroad.

I am so thankful for sunshine! It is amazing how much it can change my attitude. God is so good and full of grace.

My vacation is over

So, I guess it has been over a year since I have been on here. I don't know how many people will actually start reading it again, but hey, who cares.

The kids are starting school in a few weeks. Life is life here in our house. There is always something going on. Kevin is getting married in January, we had to put Brutus down, Nick moved out and Malcom is in Afghanistan. Those are the main things going on. Gio and Caleb will be in 4th grade this year. Crazy. Ahnika enters into first and Sophia is still in Pre-School. George loves his job and I am content in mine. God has really been with us.

Me, well, it has been a challenging year for me. God has opened so many doors from my past I barely survived some days. But, I look back and realize He was there every step of the way. I have such an amazing network of friends and family who are so supportive of us. God has showed me how to give up control to Him and my husband. I am in awe daily of the mountains He has moved in my heart.

So on church Friday night, I looked down and saw my little communion cracker had a little "pocket". I started thinking about what I could fit in that pocket. Maybe a poppy seed, or a tiny bead. But, what if that was God's pocket? Then what would it hold. God slowly worked in my brain and I realized He has three pockets. The first one is His "Sharing" pocket. This pocket is like a grandpa pocket, full of treats, money, gifts, love. This is the pocket I can dip into when I need something. A little pick me up of strength, a gift of mercy or grace, and some sweet treats of friends. Then He has the "Caring" pocket. This is the pocket where I put all my cares into. If I am worried for my sick daughter, or my Grandma Mabel, or finances, or I am happy for Friday, or I get an extra big hug from my husband, I put all these things in this pocket. God holds tightly to this one. No one else can take from this pocket. He watches over it and protects it. He is the shelter. The last pocket is just a "Garbage" pocket. This is the pocket that gets full of garbage, waste, junk I don't need. This is where my sin goes. You know that icky thing that is always there and for some reason I think I like but when I look at it I realize I don't. God takes this sin, this junk and puts it in His pocket. Regularly He empties this pocket in the trash never to be seen again. So, are you ready to start given God some of your treasures, your desires or just you junk. He is waiting and ready for you.

Pray for me that God continues to speak to me and I keep up on this. I miss sharing with you all.

Praises to the Lord above all!

Giovanni's 3rd Grade picture. Hmm, retakes?
Our school lets siblings take pictures, so we did Sophia. Yes she is missing 2 teeth. We (George) had to pull them because they kept falling out after she lost them to a tragic fall when she was a baby. Long story. But it makes her so cute!
Ahnika's first year at school. She is a Kindergartener! crazyCaleb is also in 3rd grade. He is very tall. I need to measure that kid. Bets are he will be 6'5".
This was taken last year at the girls' other daycare.


So, guess what? George got a job. Of course, I am such a slacker in the blogger department that no one problem even follows me anymore. He is working for Indian Health Services. It is a Federal job. He really likes it right now. Funny how we both work for tribes. I work for the Coeur d'Alene Tribe. It is pretty cool. Life is pretty good. Busy trying to figure out the whole work schedule. Fall is definitely here and it is getting cold. No snow yet. My dad is doing better but is still very sick. We are just busy with work, kids, church, awanas, home group, kids' disciple classes and homework! Hope you all are well.

Everything

I love this video. It really puts my life and what I am doing in perspective. How do we "miss it" every day. What I mean is, Jesus sacrificed so much for us. He came to earth to live like us and was beaten to death for us and I still question His love? I am not worth His sacrifice, but thankfully I can accepted it always.

My Daddy's update

These pictures are of my Dad in February right before he got sick. Below is a letter I got from him today. Keep praying friends!

Dear friends, family and loved ones,

After battling Nephrotic Syndrome, Idiopathic Glomerulonephritis complicated by pulmonary emboli since April of this year, we believe that we have turned the corner in fighting this rare kidney disease. Since April, I have been pretty much incapacitated and at home. Having no strength, extreme fatigue, dizziness, depression, unstableness in walking, blackouts etc., my recent lab work indicates that the disease is headed towards remission. Once (If) it goes into remission, much like cancer, it can come back later. If remission is not reached the overall outcome is somewhat grim. My lab results still indicate that my levels are still in the dangerous zone, but improving. I’m currently taking 19 different medications to combat this disease and includes some cancer drugs (Even though I do not have cancer) and heavy prednisone (Steroid) doses. This intense combo of drugs is hard on a person’s body, yet it seems to be the best (Only) option to fight this nasty disease.

It is my firm belief that this disease correlates with my other VA disabilities and was caused by exposure to Sarin gas (Nerve agent gas) while with the U.S. Army in Desert Shield and Desert Storm. That and other toxins are probably the cause. We are now currently fighting the VA over medical bills (14 total days in the hospital is not cheap) and have filed a claim over this disease.

We have had remarkable help from Bob and Sandi and their families and friends in the Bozeman area. For you that are out of town, we are very thankful for your cards, phone calls and prayers.

The Doctor tells me that about 4 more months and the drug therapy should be over and hopefully the disease will be in remission. It will be nice to resume normal activities in life and not have medical appointments, hospital stays, lab appointments etc. rule our lives. But we remain positive and are thankful for having a graceful God and so many prayers that have been so generously given.

Thank you everyone for your love, support and prayers,

Bob and Karen

A kid's perspective

While we were in the hospital with my father-in-law, Kevin and Mikaya helped watch the kids at night and all day (bless them!). Well, they forgot Sophia’s blankie and she can’t function without it. George went up to the baby floor to see if he could get a receiving blanket to “fill in”. They found one and she loved it. So last night I sat down to pray with her and she was holding her blankie in her Sophia way and I told her the “Grampa’s blankie” story. She got this look on her face of pure sadness and just said “I don’t want Grandpa to be sick anymore.” So I told her how Grandpa watches over us from heaven’s window. Boy do we miss you Dad.

So, today as I found out the good news that my nephew is finally back in the states after being in Iraq for almost a year, I am still mourning my amazing father-in-law who also served our Country proud. Let us always say thank you to those who have served and remember how much they sacrificed for us. Let us also remember how God sacrificed His Son just so we could gain back our lives and our restore our relationship with him.

Faithfulness

For we have heard of your faith in Christ Jesus and your love for all of God's people, which come from your confident hope of what God has reserved for you in heaven. You have had this expectation ever since you first heard the truth of the Good News. This same Good News that came to you is going out all over the world. It is bearing fruit everywhere by changing lives, just as it changed your lives from the day you first heard and understood the truth about God's wonderful grace. Colossians 1:4-6

Well, life has been - life. It has been a rough few months for the Raskell's, but with faith we have survived and we will continue. Early on May 8, 2009, we lost our beloved father, grandfather, husband, friend. We miss Jim/Dad/Grandpa so much, but we are so thankful he is Home with our true Father. So many blessings have come from this loss, and we hold to this. The family is close again, siblings are going to church, other siblings are thinking about it, and we are thankful he is not suffering. My father-in-law was such an amazing man. Words cannot truly describe him. He has 7 children, over 40 grandchildren, many great-grandchildren, a wife, and two dogs. He served in Vietnam proudly for the Air Force and continued his career in the Air Force after Vietnam. Every year he paid for all the grandkids to get haircuts and shoes for school. Every Christmas we had presents under the tree for ALL of us. He donated to many charities. He loved the Shock games and watching his grandkids play sports. There is a huge hole in our lives right now. Last year we were so thankful to hear he accepted Christ. We know he is looking through his window in heaven watching his grandkids grow and play and waiting for all of us to be reunited again.

We have also been praying for my father, Bob, who is suffering from a kidney disease and multiple other health problems from exposure during the Gulf War. His kidney disease has really set him back and we keep praying he gets better and back to his active self. I was so blessed to spend a couple of hours with him over the 4th of July on a mountain horse back ride.

The kids continue to grow and have fun with life. They are all at home with Dad this summer. He is still unemployed, but truly enjoying his time with the kids. I admit I am a little jealous. I am working for the Coeur d'Alene Tribe as their Project Engineer. I LOVE my job. It is so fun and different.

We are getting excited for Camp this year. It is our family time that we don't get much each year.

I am hoping to update more often. This last year has been a kicker for us, and I am praying and hopeful the rest of 2009 will be a little more calm. Well, as much as it can be with a family of 9!

Urgent prayer

Please pray for my father-in-law, Jim. He is in ICU and not doing well. He has multiple complications from Vietnam. Please pray for him and our family and we struggle through this time. Above are pictures of him at Christmas Eve family night. He is such an amazing man. He love his family so much and does so much for him. Every Christmas Eve we get together and have dinner, we open presents he has bought for all of us (over 30 grandkids and great-grandkids), and just love on each other.

We love you DAD!!!!!

Wishing you a Magical Day!

In February we received the most amazing blessing ever - a trip to Disneyworld for our whole family. It truly was a gift from God. Words cannot describe how amazing our journey was. We had VIP passes to get to the front of the lines for everything. We met Aerial, all the Superheros, Alice, Aurora, Sponge Bob, Squidworth, Mickey and Minnie, Mary Poppins, Mayor and Mrs. Clayton, Goofy, Pluto, Curious George, Rose Petal, and saw so many others. We rode roller coaster after roller coaster. Our favorites were Rock n Roller, Hulk, Space Mountain, Everest, and the Mummy. The best simulator - Simpsons. Men In Black was the best interactive. Sophia didn't do to well with ET or Spiderman 4D. Although, a private meeting with him was her favorite. We were splashed by Shamu, fed the penguins and George and I had a tour and met Fisher, a king penguin. We had ice cream the first and last thing of every day. We went on an African safari. Giovanni was in the Disaster movie, too!

Those were just highlights.

I will never forget the gift of Make-a-wish and Give Kids the World. My family has never been so happy as we were when we went to Florida as the Raskells Party of 10 (with the grandparents).

Here are some pictures of our trip. They are all over the place, but I just wanted to get them up before I got more comments about not having them!

Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Update

"Show me your ways O Lord, teach me your paths." Psalm 25:4

Just to update. I know it has been since December since I posted. Yes, I finally did get a job. I started work at the end of January. George is STILL unemployed. I am a little discouraged by it all, mostly the financial part. It gets kind of old not being able to pay bills! Yet, I am so thankful George is at home with the girls. Our house runs so much smoother with him home. He is so much more patient, organized and motivated than me. J

Not much has really happened, but here is a quick rundown. Nick is home from Butte. He has huge car issues and is trying to save up for getting it fixed. Kevin is still in school. George was in the hospital for a few days because of some clots in his lungs, but thankfully through meds he is better. We are working with the hospital now because he was 2 days away from getting insurance through my work. L Giovanni is working hard on a story he is submitting for a contest (sneak peak is he gets penguin feet). Caleb is being tested into the gifted kids program at school. Both boys are almost done with hockey. They had a tourney last weekend and each scored a goal or two! Ahnika is on her way to Seattle for her Dr. Ann appt. George is taking the girls (didn’t I say how cool he is). She is doing really well. Sophia is growing bigger and bigger and is slowly learning her numbers and letters. I am plugging away at work. Enjoying reading again, meeting with friends and finally reading my bible more regularly. I am currently studying the life of David. What a great story!

Our biggest news was our FREE trip to Disneyworld. I’ll post soon enough about the trip, but it was amazing. We received Make-a-Wish for Ahnika and she wished to play hockey with a princess. It was truly the best time I have ever had. Our WHOLE family got to go. It was so amazing. I will put together a slideshow of the trip once I finally get the pictures downloaded.

So just keep praying for our finances. We are struggling and honestly that is our biggest problem. Pray for wisdom with our work stuff and that God’s grace continues in our lives.

It's not about me, it is really about God

"For I know the plans I have for you," says the LORD. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me. I will be found by you," says the LORD. "I will end your captivity and restore your fortunes. I will gather you out of the nations where I sent you and will bring you home again to your own land." Jeremiah 29:11-14

God has opened my eyes so much over the last month. We have been so busy getting ready for Grandpa's Christmas eve party, getting kids to hockey, hanging with Malcom, school, snow, family, and looking for work. We are both still unemployed, but so thankful for God's provision through it all. We have had some serious struggles - don't get me wrong. There are days it is hard to get out of bed because of the "what is going to be different today?" But, overall we hold fast to God's promise to keep us cared for by His means and not our own. So, here is a quick update before I tuck kids in.

Malcom was here for all of November. It was awesome. He and his girlfriend, Natasha went back to Germany the beginning of December. He is moving off base in January and is pretty excited. He just got a new Hedgehog - Stuffa.

Nick is currently playing hockey for a Junior B team in Butte, MT. He is having fun. He is home on leave right now. What a different young man he is! It has been great hanging out with him and watching him mentor his younger siblings. They have been loving it. There are some pictures of him playing against Missoula in November.

Kevin is still going to school and is on break right now. He has been such a help around here with the kids. We call him Daddy Kevin. We have been enjoying him and Mikaya playing games. He is working nights now at UPS.

Giovanni and Caleb are playing hockey and loving it. They have gotten so good. There are some pictures playing in the rink and also downstairs with their new hockey set they got for Christmas. They got two extra days of school off for break because of the amount of snow we have gotten in the last two weeks. See below. Giovanni and I had a converstaion one day and it went like this: "I think God wants me to win this hand of War Gio." "No, I will win. (pause) Why do I do that?" "What?" I ask. "I always think about me. I never think about what God wants or others? Why do I do that?" He is so insightful! Don't we always do that? What I want, how I feel. Even when I am talking with God, it is all about me.

Ahnika and Sophia are funny to be around. Since we can't afford preschool for them anymore they sometimes get a little to "close" and I break up a lot of fights during the day. They are so cute to watch. The things they say are hilarious! "I am not talking you!" "Oh, man!" We have a lot of mommy Ahnika and baby Sophia talks all day, too!

George and I are still looking for work. It gets really frustrating to continue with nothing in sight. We just are hopefull for God's will to happen soon! We have both been taking care of his father and getting ready for the big Christmas Eve Raskell party. I have wrapped probably over 500 presents, baked, shopped, and driven then to multiple places. There are pictures below. He buys all the grandkids, great-grandkids and kids presents every year for our traditional get together. It is full of love, food, cookies, and gifts. I love it and the chaos!

We have had record snow in the last week. In about 36 hours Spokane got between 2 to 3 feet of snow and it has continuously snowed for the last week. Our 4' fence is almost buried in our front yard. I have never seen so much snow before. It has been fun watching the kids try to play in it. We went sledding at Whitneys last week. It was so fun! It is starting to warm up and melt so i am curious to see what happens with 4' of snowmelt. Flooding!

We had a great Christmas and the kids and I have been enjoying game time and family time. For the first time ever I don't have cable and I love it! We have spent so much more time together!

Well, time for kids to get to bed for hockey and church in the morning.

Love to you all!

Here is a collection of our life in the last couple of months.

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God's Church

All the believers devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching, and to fellowship, and to sharing in meals (including the Lord's Supper*), and to prayer. A deep sense of awe came over them all, and the apostles performed many miraculous signs and wonders. And all the believers met together in one place and shared everything they had. They sold their property and possessions and shared the money with those in need. They worshiped together at the Temple each day, met in homes for the Lord's Supper, and shared their meals with great joy and generosity—all the while praising God and enjoying the goodwill of all the people. And each day the Lord added to their fellowship those who were being saved. Acts 2:42-47

How many of have ever really thought about what "God's Church" is? I always said the blanket "Fellowship with other believers, discipleship, blah, blah, blah." You know, I never really understood what I talked about.

For the last 6 weeks my husband and I have really seen what "God's Church" is. As you know, my awesome hubby lost his job. Well, 4 days later, I lost mine. Within one week our lives were completely uprooted, turned upside down, and we would finally learn and understand faith, hope, trust and love in God. I was devastated when I found out we were both unemployed. What about bills, health insurance, the kids, food, life? I hyperventilated. I cried. I screamed (um, yeah, crazy woman in her truck at a park screaming). I questioned God "WHY? How could you do this do us?!?!?!" I was angry, depressed, everything. I found emotions I never knew existed. Yet, underneath it all has truly been a peace I could never have found on my own.

This peace I have is not from me. Only God can give it. It is the peace and the joy Paul is always talking about. I still worry, and cry, and stress, and lose patience, get angry, etc. I just can't explain it. We still have no jobs, we are completely broke with no mortgage, electricity, cars, etc paid for, we lose insurance in about 2 weeks, yet, somehow God's love is still in me. The bad of this is not Him, but the peace and joy is. I love God more now than before. I LOVE staying at home with the girls. I love fixing dinner and eating BEFORE 6. I know it will be short lived and soon (hopefully) I will return to work. Until then I praise God I am where I am.

So, back to God's church. You always hear about how "Did you hear about that person that helped that other person?" Well we have received so much in the last month I just can't describe how I feel. I am overwhelmed with gratitude and love for everyone who has prayed and helped. You are all awesome.

So far we have gotten gas money, childcare money, costco gift cards, olive garden gift card, a free awesomely comfy leather couch, food, food, and more food. We couldn't have done it with the help and prayers of others. I can't wait till this chapter of trials is over, but for now I thank God for what we do have. So many others out there don't.

I leave you with this little story from sweet Sophia. Tonight I asked her "What are you thinking?" She answered "Gawd." I ask, "What about God?" "How he make aminals (yes that is spelled right) and he make ME!" I love her! She is so in love with Jesus and God. Everytime a worship song comes on she raises her hands and says "Praise Jesus!"

Caleb and Gio playing hockey for the first time! Oh, Nick made the Junior League Hockey Team in Butte! Good job!
George's birthday party! Happy er um 40 something?
He is the best husband ever!
Happy Halloween!
Family pictures at Camp this summer!

Updates and Prayers needed

I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me. Phil 4:13

Wow, has it seriously been over a month since I posted? So much has gone on, but I want to start with the greatest need from all of you - prayer.



Tuesday morning, after working from 10 pm till 5 am to get a job done at work, my awesome hubby was informed he was being laid off. He has been at the company for 3 years. We worked together. As you can imagine this has hit us hard. 6 kids, two adults, one income? What GOD? However, God is GOOD - ALL THE TIME and I know this is the start of some amazing blessings. We don't know yet what those are, but they are there. Please just pray for protection in our family and marriage and that my hubby keeps up a good outlook. There are so many bonuses to him having a few months off, so this is a good thing (once we figure out our finances). We have decided mac n cheese and top ramen were good in college, they should be ok for now. I feel bad for him, because his bday is Monday. He has had a lot of bad things happen on his birthday in the past so he was a little sad to see this happen. I am so proud of how he has handled this all. I came home to dinner, laundry folded, my messy desk clean and his amazing smile. Also please pray for me as I have to go to work and most likely be the brunt of gossip and "oh poor her" looks. It is hard.



So, what else is going on? Malcom is coming in about a month for a month (praise GOD). Kevin and Mikaya (Kev's girlfriend) were baptized at the end of August (Praise Jesus). We had an amazing time at camp. School has started and the boys are loving it. Kevin is back in school - finally. He stayed at home with the boys all summer and definitely needed a break from the house! Nick is working hard and saving people from work! I am so incredibly proud of his faith and love for the Lord. I got to spend an amazing weekend with 200 other women from our church on a retreat. OH, we finally readopted the 4 littles ones.



Well, I have to go walking with a friend. Please just pray for us. I will add pictures soon! Here is one from the readoption.




At the Seattle Aquarium with Malchi's girlfriend Natasha.

Prayer for a family

Please pray for my friends family. There was a huge car accident that took the life of one and has seriously hurt many others. Here is her blog to learn more about it.

http://bedlamatthebradshaws.blogspot.com/

Latest on the Fam

Sophia's "Pee-pee Party" for the first night she went all day on the potty!
Ahnika with big sis' Michelle. These two are inseparable when she visits!
Isn't she a sweet baby?
Ahnika loves to go under water. She is a little fish.
These guys crack me up in the pool. How is it we have gone two years with only a broken collar bone and 5 stiches. You would think with 4 boys we would have more!

We have been so busy lately with kids, work, family, urg! Where does time go. The boys are loving having Kev watch them this summer. They go to the free movies, water slides, pool, trampoline, the mall, video games, etc. Of course, after chores, reading and work books. I am still a mom you know! The girls LOVE their new "school". They sing songs, quote stories from the bible, their tempers are better, and the biggest news - Sophia is potty trained! Yeah!

Our biggest news, however, is there is another Christ follower in our home. Kevin accepted Christ while being a leader at our churches middle school camp. I wasn't there, but George was there to share with him. He gets baptized on August 24 and his girlfriend Mikaya is the weekend before. This was such an answer to prayer. We have been praying for years for him. I can't wait to see what God does with him!

We head off to Camp in the next couple of weeks. I am so excited! We are spending a few days in Seattle before Camp. We went last year to camp and it was awesome. They have counselors for each of kids and so we get free time most of the day. It is such a blessing. Plus I get to see and meet some other adoptive families I have known through email.

We just keep plugging away at life. Some days are easier than others, for sure. But in the end, who could have asked for a better life than what God has given us. We also just got news from a friend that my Ethiopian boys' grandmothers are doing well. George and I are praying for the opportunity to travel there next year to visit them and to visit all of our other dear friends. I miss Ethiopia. Ahnika's grandmother sent us a beautiful dress and scarf for her. I am so blessed to have the children I have. God gave me the sweetest things in the world. I get so stressed some times, but then I really do try to sit back and realize, this is so short and I just need to enjoy EVERY moment. Even the tantrums, smart mouths, $0 balance checking account, mac n cheese for dinner - again, yelling, dogs barking, laughter filled, smiles, tears, accidents, hockey games, trampoline, water wars, nerf dart wars, spilled juice, etc. etc. are all gifts from God, and I need to enjoy them.

We live in such a society that breeds being the best, the fastest, the prettiest, the richest, etc. But really, why should we? Does it really change the outcome of our lives? God's design was not for that. I want to be simple with my life and to get rid of this flesh once and for all. But it cries out for more and more. What if I had nothing, like my little kids' families? What if I had to dig through the garbage for tomatoes like Caleb did at the age of 3? Or walk a mile a day to the market to sell potatos like Giovanni did at the age of 4? And I whine because I wish I had more money. I am shameful. God, give me the grace to love what I lack and embrace humbleness. When will it all be enough that we finally say - get rid of it all! I pray soon. My heart breaks as hear more and more about the famine in Ethiopia. What will become of my children's birth families? How can I help them? What about the disease that is destroying a nation? What can we do to help?

I know I will be praying for the famine, HIV/AIDS, my kids' birthfamilies, my family, and all of our future. There is so much more we can do. Lets stand together to do this!

Our friends are home!

Today my friends came home with their newest adopted daughter from Ethiopia. Last year they adopted 3 kids from Ethiopia. Their first adopted daughter was from the same orphanage as Ahnika. It was is such a blessing to have been their to see their whole family reunited. They now have 11 kids total. The older kids watched all the kids while they were gone. I am so thankful they all survived. Here are some pictures from the airport. Their new daughter is so beautiful. Please pray for them as they transition back into life and for their new daughter to enter into her new family.

Welcome Home friends!

Please pray for my dear friend and her little girl in Ethiopia. I was with Carolyn last year in Ethiopia while we picked up our children. We stayed at the guest house together (she adopted 3 siblings and her hubby was there with her). I was there the day she met Y for the first time.

Y is extremely sick. She is vomiting, can’t keep her medicines down, has pneumonia, parasites and only weighs 30 lbs. She is about 10 years old. She was in the hospital but C didn’t think it was helping. Please pray for God’s hand to sustain her until she can get home. She is waiting for her Visa from the embassy. They are trying to expedite it.

Here is her blog http://www.twietconfetti.blogspot.com/

Also, please pray for AAI’s Ghana program. They were attacked by thieves and one of the workers was raped. You can read about it here http://www.fullhousehandshearts.typepad.com/

I have been broken over all that is going on lately. I hear of these stories and I get so angry that I can’t go over and help. But, then last night while working on my devotions, I had a complete peace in my heart. I realized that no matter where I go, what I do good or bad, or when, God is always with me. He is always there to pick me up, to comfort me, to encourage me, sustain me, love me, and discipline me. God is there with my friend and He is there in Ghana. As my pastor said (paraphrased from memory) in church a couple of weeks ago, “Suffering we go through shows us the depths of God’s love”. This is so true.

So let us all be on our knees for my friend and those children and nannies in Ghana. Remember God’s grace, mercy and love for them. Know that we are safe in Him.

Forever and ever day

Then Moses went down to the people and repeated all the instructions and regulations the LORD had given him. All the people answered with one voice, "We will do everything the LORD has commanded." Exodus 24:3

I admit, I am an emotional wreck. For two years I have either been in Ethiopia or travelling to Ethiopia. Now, this year I watch two close friends leave for Ethiopia. I am so longing to go (not to adopt, mind you) and feel Ethiopia all over again. For those of you who have been there, you know what I am talking about. The sounds, smells, heat, love, emotions, rawness, sights, etc. I miss it terribly. For those of you who haven't been, go. Follow God's call and go with Him. It is the most beautiful place I have been. I am so thankful we did as He asked us to do when we adopted.

July 18, 2006 - We landed in the US with all eight of us. Dad, mom, Kev, Nick, Malchi, Gio, Caleb and Sophia - Raskell party of 8. We were exhausted, hungry, grumpy, overwhelmed, and I was in love. God was so gracious to our family. He knew what we needed. For the last two years I have watched each one of my children grow into amazing kids. Malchi is over in Germany serving our Country. Kevy is ministering to our boys and caring for them this summer (of course tying them to a tree isn't really ministry, but they think it is hilarious). Nick is ON FIRE for God. He has youth pastor written all over him. We are so proud of him! Gio is so smart. I am amazed at the things he knows. He is always thinking. He is my little man. Caleb, sweet Caleb, is our handful. He is always laughing and getting in trouble. His heart is huge and he makes me smile when I think of him. Sweet Sophia, my baby. She is so FUN! I can't believe how awesome (if not patience building) it is to watch a two year old learn. She is hilarious to watch. She has a fetish for flip flops. So if you come visit and wear them in our house, the will become permanent fixtures on her feet. We have all grown so much in the last two years.



July 18, 2007 - I leave early in the morning for Ethiopia by myself to DC where I meet with my mama. How awesome my mom got to be there to see the "birth" of our 7th child? God asked us to follow Him to Ethiopia one more time to bring home this girl who stole my husbands heart on July 14, 2006 while in Ethiopia. We met this little sweet while bringing donations to her orphanage. All I could think - um no way jose - 3 new ones is enough! I guess when we try to put our will in front of His, we get our hands slapped! So, I left to get her. My husband is so gracious to let me do this and he stayed home with all the others. This journey was even more special because my mom was there. God was there with us every step of the way. From meeting Gio's grandma, to meeting new friends and seeing old ones, I will never forget this journey. Ahnika has grown so much since we first brought her home. She was a hard one to handle in the transition. God has such a plan for her - I can see it in her. She is truly special to me.



July 18, 2008 - Tomorrow we our going to go to the lake for a picnic and then get a Gooey's ice cream (fabulous if you are ever in Coeur d'Alene) to celebrate our family. I might pull out some gifts we bought for them.


Words cannot express the love I have for each of my children. From the oldest to the youngest they are all mine. I can't believe that God chose me - crazy emotional me - to raise them. Why me? I ask so many times. What can I give them? Love? Is ever enough? I pray for them constantly. I pray for any other kids God is preparing for us. I really don't think this is the end. I just am thankful we get a break this year!



We had a chance to speak at a conference last week about adopting and special needs adoptions. It brought back all the emotions of adopting seeing these families and hearing their words and questions. I pray for peace and wisdom with all families wanting to adopt. It is a hard process, but SO worth it in the end.


Here our some pictures from each journey!

This is the first time together as the 8 of us! This is the first time we met the three little ones.

This is sweet Hannah with the three little ones. Look how small they are!

This is our friends at the Addis Kidan Guest House with the three little ones. This is me and grandma with our fourth addition!Our complete family when I arrived back in Spokane.We were actually picking cherries last Saturday but two little guys got attacked by two big guys!
This was taken at Ahnika's first bday in America. She had just had her "belly button" made. She had an umbilical hernia and she is 3 days post-op and proud of her new "belly button"!

Caleb playing hockey. We are truly a hockey family. When asked what she wanted to be when she grew up, Ahnika very matter-of-factly said "A hockey player." Daddy was so proud!

Gio was concentrating so hard! They did great their first year of playing. No games yet, but we are only about 2 months away from the season starting!

These two are perfect for each other. It is God's gift to see how well they get along. If one cries, the other cries too. They are always hugging, kissing, holding hands, and oh, fighting over toys. Perfect!

Crisis in Ethiopia

I am not here today to write about my family but their families suffering in Ethiopia. There has been a drought for months in Ethiopia and now they are facing massive food shortages. My friend can't afford to buy apples or carrots. Corn has tripled in price. Children are dying. I am so saddened by what I see. I pray for the safety of Giovanni's grandmother, aunts, uncles, half brother. Or Caleb's family who I have yet to meet. Please join me in prayer for Ethiopia and all the other countries facing food crisis. Watch this video to see what they are facing.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/in_depth/7444998.stm

Let us be the Josephs (Gen 41:54-57) of the world and save those in need during the times of famine. We have plenty so why should we not help those who don't.

Wow, has it been that long

Wow! Has it really been that long since I posted? Life is beautifully crazy. We are getting ready for a fun summer of camping, Seattle, swimming, camps, etc. I can't believe we still are getting snow! Will it ever end!

Everyone is doing well. The boys are getting so big and the girls are definitely fitting their age. Sophia has tantrums about every 10 mins. Ahnika is still trying to figure out where she fits in. Hockey starts this week for Caleb and Gio. They are pretty excited. We are hoping to get Ahnika into dance for a little this summer.

I don't have much time left after work, kids, house, family, church, etc. for much internet. But, pictures are helpful to see the progress. Just know we are all where we are supposed to be and God is amazing gracious to us!

Enjoy!


Mommy and Ahnika at Spagetti Factory
Mommy and Sophia at Spagetti Factory.
Giovanni was Student of the Month! Yeah!
Crazy hair day for school.

She cracks me up! I love this age.
Ahnika and her new bike. She hasn't quite yet learned how to pedal.
Nick and Whitney for Prom plus a few cute extras. Kev and Mikaya's I haven't downloaded yet. They just went this weekend.
This is our new puppy Peyton sporting Sophia's pajama top.
I had the priveledge of seeing Mark Schultz in concert with my 3 "daughters" and a friend. It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO awesome! He is an amazing performer. Go see him!

What is in a title?

And being found in a fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross. Phil 2:8

I didn't know what to title this, but does it matter? Hopefully people read this anyway. :)

Not much knew is going on. Our son Malcom surprised us from Germany a couple of weeks ago. What a surprise blessing. He is back home in Germany and we are back to missing him. 5 more years, 5 more years. :(

We got a new dog. She is so sweet, even if she likes to run away. She has definitely made our house busy - again.

Life is good, busy, and packed with love. I was talking with my bible study on Monday about my "older" boys and the "younger" boys. I asked them if it is wrong to have your 7 yr old and 6 yr old sit on their big brothers shoulders and "chicken fight" in the mall like they are in the pool. They seemed to think it would be better than to be a boring, strict, no fun family. Well that is DEFINITELY not us. Do you think it is wrong our girls have tiaras, earrings, and phones? Thanks Malchi! They love it!

The boys continue to amaze me with their reading and math. They are so smart! I just wish their family and friends in Ethiopia could see how smart they are. Ahnika continues to amaze me with her language and smart brain. Do you know that at 3 1/2 she has comprehension of what being poor is? We were in Target weeks ago and she asked me "Mommy, I not poor anymore?" It broke my heart that she knew what it means to be poor. Then I realize what a blessing it is to fully understand what it means to go without. I will, prayerfully, never have to know the deep harshness this world offers. My 3 little children will hopefully always appreciate the blessings God has given them.

I pray our little one will learn this appreciation as she can't remember her life before our home. Yet, constantly repeating to them the Love of Christ, to have Him in your heart, to love your friends, to be sorry and humble by our actions, and to teach them about God will keep her humble. Yesterday we were walking through our neighborhood when a car drove by with loud "rap" music. There was some derrogatory language in it and I heard the car flip around. My mom radar went up, but of course he was only parking. Yet when he parked and turned the car off Sophia yelled as loud as possible in her 2 yr old voice "JESUS COME TO MY HEART! JESUS!" as she looked to the sky. Wow! They do listen and I pray that man will someday open his heart to Jesus.

Today I am humbled again to the life God has blessed me with. My heart is bursting with the love I have for my awesome, drop-dead gorgeous hubby, ALL my kids, my friends, my family, and most importantly MY GOD! I have friends in Ethiopia picking up their new children. I received an email from one of them and my heart ached to be on a plane back there. I miss my friends and my new family there, the people, the food, the culture, God's presence, the coffee. If you can - go there. You will forever be changed.

Here is a picture of Sophia's birthday.

Thank you to all my friends and family. Thank you for sharing your lives with me. I can't imagine being anywhere else in life. You are all blessings to me and I love you dearly. Be in Christ in all you do - daily - seeking Him and loving Him just as He loves you.